9-2-2012 Wednesday

ok, people enjoying 4 day holiday, but i spent 1 day for 3D extra class, 1day for house shifting, and another 1 day for company meeting.. last day, is used with freaking pressure.. because next time is gonna work and the project i handle, is must show other company movie director!

Motion graphic, effect stuff, slideshow.. AE and AE again.. this is what i must face with it everyday.
what i thought, internship just helping company zap head zap tail.. mana tao, 1st dao already hand me project, is about Berjaya Square dinner slideshow and motion graphic stuff ah deng!
Once i start my work, i thought just normal company dinner slide show. mana tao suddenly pop out a movie director, suddenly meeting 7 hour, suddenly everyday just can sleep 3-4hour.. Is quite suffering ah.
Really no idea how came boss will give me handle this project even we just 1st day work together. 1st day already give me big big pressure liao.. i just a intern student but not ur worker ahh~~~ should man man lai give me handle this, handle that mah. suddenly give me a project?! If other college friend take part in this company, i beg u they sure run away jor!
through my demoreel? impossible =.='' how came i work like normal staff? why i everyday keep file and continue at home? how came my life is more worse than college assignment period? Everyday is worry about cant finish this, cant finish that.. how came u give senior just 1minute AE work, but let me handle 7minute AE work!? rm300 really no enough le boss.. add 1 more zero behind la deng~!
ok, file finish render. continue and keep going!

30-1-2012 Monday

The first day of internship is beginning, as my information from my senior, first day of internship is quite boring and sleepy. This is because the person who in charge just will briefing to you about company history, company background, the timeline for internship during this three month, what I going to help company, some software or knowledge is gained to me step by step, this is what I thought.

Unexpected, the fact and reality is thousand miles far with that; there is some project (motion graphic and slideshow) hand to me to accomplish it. I was stun and excited about this, the incoming stuff is pressure and problem. Pressure is because the project I handle must show client b next day evening, and the problem is I totally don’t know the step, progress, visual effect, and compositing done by me is true or not because the person who in charge is always not around.

I wish I can ask some stuff or colleague over the company, but everyone is quite busy with their stuff. Then invisible pressure and stress gain more and more on me. As a company, isn’t some system and organization must presence? But I appreciated that this company is trust my skill and ability even do not know about that, I just try my best and try do not regret them regarding to my work.

But in Fact.. is Fucking pressure and Lost.

*Unexpected, 1^st day my internship, I OT until 10:30pm.

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最近....

你最近不说话
怎么了 为什么
～！@#￥%……&×

久违了的部落格，开头居然是文不对题的东西，
对李圣杰的歌没什么好感...可能是受那个扑街kevin影响（因为每次唱k，他都点李圣杰的歌..也是他唯一能够整首唱完的中文歌吧。）
其实写部落格是为了发泄情绪..也不知道为什么会写到 noob kevin,（可能他够sohai 吧。。）

感觉上发生了很多事情...
大哥结婚了
二哥要注册了
大嫂突然说有了
二嫂要我弄个关于他俩的视频
突然间要inten了
妈的脚开始严重痛了起来..（下楼梯时必须一拐一拐了T-T）
Assignment多到无法喘气
Assignment group 是全新组合
时间总是不够用
日夜颠倒
吃错东西肚子痛
车门被刮花（心痛到～～～！！）
搬家搬不成
电话开始出状况
New Media assignment 卡住
参加了48hour，当了没用的props leader
convo 没参加
convo的日期与二哥的结婚注册同一日期（女朋友在朋友面前发蓝渣 ，因为她指定我要出席她是的convo=.=''）
好朋友tommy 十二月要结婚（出席）
title sequence 敢夜车到早上6点
inten resume 还没sent
Live footage with 3D(motion graphic last assignment), footage 有了，但lecturer 开出的条件和建议是 God impossible...
时间不够用
jason 一直在show我功课的进展，也添加了我的压力（其实是没有啦，看到他的功课，会激起我的斗志～！lol）
家外垃圾桶randomly 失踪，但却能够找得回 =.=
垃圾桶变公共似，每天都会多了很多垃圾
隔壁uncle依然那么欠打样
隔壁的隔壁的隔壁的狗狗老了
好久没运动，打羽球了
明明没买到什么，却无法储蓄
shaun生病了
shaun叫我dl one piece
jason 很想我陪他玩 starcraft 2（应该）
凯贤很Emo
bryan突然很 gay 我
kevin依然那么白痴
Snowflake & chatime 很好喝
festival city 开张了，女朋友多了个天地，我多了个地狱
klang 肉骨茶很好吃
klang苦茶真的很苦
klang海鲜便宜吃得饱
开始厌倦了摇摇冰

新的组合，新的队友，新的希望～...?
但我真正想组合的，是你... Jane
知道你很有压力，知道你很无奈
但没办法...我被拉去了..
虽然很不甘愿，但没办法.. 他们需要我， 也知道你的朋友也需要你..
情侣却在不同的队伍里，通常别人都会觉得怪怪的吧？
也许已经知道别人会闲言闲语，但我觉得我们的选择或许是对的吧？（我不知道..）
当看见你总是在深夜里赶功课..难免会心痛，因为我无法帮的上忙.. 我必须将我的部分赶完..
你功课做的慢就算了，但总是要求完美，欲给自己添加压力，结果却....真是天生的大笨蛋 =。=
常常顽皮捣蛋的个性，总在我面前蹦蹦跳跳,已经变成了一种习惯，也充实了我的时间与思考，但也让我每天上课迟到..因为你总是在赖床..=.=''
面子书多了一个folder，里面收藏的是我们的合照
钱包了多了张相片，是你装可爱的样子
书包上多了个吊饰，是我们的情侣吊饰
颈项上多了个项链，是牵挂的意义
手指上多了个戒指，是我们的证明
手臂上无时多了个牙痕，是你顽皮的证据

长长久久..


预知详情，下回请早

Semester Break

三个星期的假期，没什么特别...
除了忙就是忙
忙打扫
忙帮父母打理生意
忙买年货（买了100++ 箱汽水与啤酒... @_@''）
忙 收拾新居
唉... 别人假期是窝在家休息的叻...
小小的店铺，干嘛会让人那么累呢？
但也好，能够帮妈的忙，
毕竟年纪大了，会力不从心，而且脚每天也在不听话的疼了..
帮点小忙..减轻家的负担也不错吧...

家中生意也没什么特别
就每天都在重覆一样的事情..
开店...休息...吃...泡茶... 笑.. 关店.. 打扫..整理..
一日复一日...
期间每天都有一位特别的常客
总会指点我泡茶，
奇怪的是干嘛要指定我？我老豆的功夫好的多叻！
就三八下跑去问他
“
uncle, 问问你hor~做么要叫我冲茶？
我有时冲到好喝，但有时候冲到很难喝的叻！
我那个老豆冲茶比我厉害叻！好喝得多～

我就是要你冲啊，
就是因为你有时难喝，有时好喝咯～

har?
做么？

如果一直喝好喝的茶，
天天喝，迟早一天你一定喝到闲的啦，
得空换换口味，喝点普通的也ok的。

好的东西没人嫌少的吗～

钱当然没人嫌少咯,
但如果你一直喝好喝的茶，
你又怎样知道烂茶的味道？
就好象如果你一直都是有钱佬，
又怎么知道穷人的吃的饭有几难吃叻？

哇，uncle～想不到你喝茶喝到领悟道理叻～
比起李连杰拍的霍元甲中喝茶的道理，
你的比较厉害叻～

哈哈.. 不懂你在讲什么..
但都是道理吧了啦..
看你自己怎样想啦。
最重要的，不管是什么东西，
你还没有不懂他是什么
都要学会尊敬
你第一眼看到它是烂的，
但他未必里面也是烂的咯～
”

回想起..这位uncle说的..其实都蛮有道理吧。
人总是被先入为主的观念给严重干涉自己的理念...
突然间想起之前曾经写过一句话

永站在高峰怎么知道低处风景之美，只看结果却忽略流程才能创造终点，只有尝试过失败才能知道胜利的滋味

新年咯...恭喜发财..Huat la!!!
输了百多块... 赌多输多啊扑街各位...
别赌..别碰..别试
才是真正的赢家！

2nd Year Sememster 1

终于有时间坐在电脑前面写Blog了...
回想起这学期..还真是会让人发疯!
8 assignment + 7 exercise + 6 presentation
拖不过气的当儿，除了捱就只有拼命捱下去吧..
assignment group member 也有了转变.. 一切都变得不同了吧～

English for mass com - 说真的还真的是很废..在班上老师讲故事还多过教书吧。

multimedia authoring- 这学期比较喜欢的科目，教得最多，用途最广且受用无穷吧～
基本上exercise 都蛮好玩的，虽然花了点时间去研究，但蛮值得的。
但一进入assignment，coding 方面真的投降了..
完全摸不着头脑，真的完全没有头绪啦！
幸好group member中有shaun 的存在吧，
coding 方面可以说是他一手包办，由loading page直到homepage.. etc
都是他一人撑起，耐性强而且少埋怨，找男友应该找这类型的啦～哈哈
虽然自己贡献不多，但homepage就够死人了...
单单弄几样东西就花了数小时吧..
虽然未到自己想象的好，但想想还算可以吧..就只是可以罢了咯
主题是点心，是kevin提供的idea吧，
其实以为会被reject，但没想到以chinese traditional snack 的状态下通关，哈哈
点心 = touch your heart
也成为了我们的slogan， 其实还可以做得更好吧，
但只能怪自己没那么好的idea吧。


Interface design - assignment 1(webpage modify)
就还好吧, 没什么特别，就modify 咯..
改改下，写写不足或添加之处，交上 =.=''

interface design- assignment 2
可以说完全没动到！因为专心在cell animation 上了..
对不起group member， 帮不上忙 T_T''

applied photography
总共分成3个assignment
assignment1 - magazine cover design
主题是Ipod
不知道为何..这学期对photography 有点冷谈吧，
都提不起劲来，但还是要继续拍摄照片吧。




assignment 2 - (poster design)sport & tourism
原本主题是sport，但安全起见，跑去consult TTG（lecturer） 关于tourism 的照片，
之前到处玩，爬山下水都排到不少照片，Edit之后也幸好被accept 了。
当然依然还是会继续拍摄sport的照片，
但最后TTG的选择是tourism..也好，不需要再度重拍。








assignment 3 - Margin
真的被他弄糊涂了，真的不知道它到底是什么，
原本有点头绪了的，却被他的lecture, 日本的艺术影片给搞傻了～
但应该和我所想的差不远吧。
到最后选择的主题是人体系列吧。
花了两天去拍摄，也是最少帮上忙的一个assignment T_T''



Cell Animation
靠！最kacao人的科目！
exercise多不要紧，但每一个exercise的分数大约只有5分！
但却要花一整天坐在桌上画个不停！
尤其是第一个exercise，被reject!又要重画...~!@#$%^&*
花时间不要紧，但不需要每个星期都来一个exercise 吧？
其他科目都已经够忙了，需要为一个5分浪费整个晚上吗？
当时还真的想放弃画，反正也只是5分吧了..
但也不知道怎样..还是继续再画..唉~

final assignment - Malaysia traditional game (Guli)
最花时间而且因为这个而放弃interface design assignment,全交托group member了
打算自己啃下这assignment... 讲是当然容易咯..做起来真的会吐血！
190张，画了近5天，而且是每天12小时以上都是在画..
也许是画技差.. 每张都花了差不多8-10分钟..
可以想象到我真的差啦～！
而且一开始画了80张就撕烂丢垃圾筒了，原因-不够顺...
还是一步步来比较好..就慢慢画啦..做了蛮多research,
而且手的部分不会画，只好抓jane的手，每个动作都给拍下来，照着画..
许多部分都重画,因为怎样都达不到我所想象，所要的..
彩图方面真的没时间了，就拜托group member了，幸好他们都有够快的～^^
虽然完成了，但真正的故事情节并非完成..其实真正完成的，只有65%吧。
真的没时间了，只好投降只交上65%...
最后一天能够再改进的，但真的很累很累，懒..也就作罢了..


除了忙碌之外..至少这学期多了一个人的陪伴吧^^'
想想.. 还蛮厉害的吧～哈哈
在班上毫无人知情的情况下变成一对。
感觉上好像在搞地下情似的 =.=''
但也蛮刺激的吧？！ 哈哈..
忙碌，但繁忙中带点甜..满足了～
虽然想写的东西蛮多..但还是算了吧，
自己知道就好～


End

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